Falling Apart

Everything [eventually] is falling apart piece by piece, gradually. I don’t know what’s the next thing ahead. I feel so lost and confuse. Am I back to the long tunnel and walking through the dark path again? Life is a cycle but why it is so fast? I enjoyed one year and the next year back again to the coldest-darkest world.

I just wished this cycle last bit longer. I really don’t know what’s wrong or right, what is happiness anymore. I am so stoned.